Wednesday, October 31, 2007

A Scattering of Roses

Belle and I have great sex, but my sexual "soulmate" has got to be Dawn. I've known Dawn for a little over a year now, and there's not a moment when I don't crave for her. I am not sure what it is, but everything she does brings me to complete ecstasy. The way we kiss each other. Her soft, wet lips teasing mine. Her touch electrifies. Her pussy owns my cock. Yes, I'm enamored by her, but I remind myself that our friendship is primarily a sexual one.

Dawn knows about my feelings towards her and deep inside I know that we'll never be a "couple." I've resigned myself to this fact and moved on. My experience has taught me that you can't force this issue - no matter how hard you try. In any case, the sex always makes me forget and live "in the moment" with Dawn.

Occasionally, I notice glimmers from Dawn that she does want more between us, but I always feel that something is holding her back. Is it her past history (she used to be an escort)? Is it the continual pull of her unattentive boyfriend? I have no idea and wish I did.

The other day, I came to the realization that besides sex I really know very little about Dawn. I know that she has one sister and one brother. I know she loves sushi, but never orders for herself. Dawn loves earrings, "boy-short" style panties, chocolate, smoking good pot, and fishing. We know each other's bodies so well. Both of us can set each other off with a mere touch. I know when she's going to cum, and she knows just the right way to squeeze around me.

I am crazy about her, but I try to remain restrained. However, the other day I decided to give her a shower of rose petals. I told her to lie back and close her eyes tightly. I then cascaded rose petals all over her beautiful naked body. She gasped when she felt the cool petals flutter onto her soft smooth skin. The way she shivered and moaned when I ran a single rose petal all over her. Simply exquisite. Trust me when I say this, but we had the best lovemaking time ever. The way we made each other cum - we both nearly passed out.

(Sighs) I need her now.