Sunday, December 23, 2007

Cravings

It's weird. I've really been thinkin' a lot about Belle, and I'm truly wondering why. I mean compared to Dawn she isn't even 1/2 as attractive, fucks as well, or connect with me. Yet, I've been really desiring her. I think it's because of our last time together. The sex was spectacular. I still remember feeling her cunt spasm around my cock as she orgasmed on me while riding me. Phenomenal.

Ultimately, Dawn is my all-time favorite. It's partially b/c I have feelings for her and want to make her happy. With Belle, it's all about sex. Pure nasty sex, and I have to say that this is where Belle excels over Dawn. Dawn simply isn't the nasty type. Sure, there are times she wants me to spank her and just dominate her, but overall Belle wants that from me all the time. She wants me to fuck her nasty. She wants me to cum in her mouth and her cunt. She wants me to fuck her like the nasty whore she is. She wants me to treat her like a slut, and she loves it when I talk nasty to her.

I've also known Belle a lot longer than I've known Dawn. Belle, as I've stated earlier, is an on and off again "friends with privilages" woman in my life. There will be a couple of months where we never talk to each other, and other times where we're having sex nearly every night or every other night. There is a sexual energy about us, Belle has commented numerous times on the "sexual energy" that we have between us. I have to agree. Belle loves that I take advantage of this. So, we usually fuck hard and fuck for a long time.

Damn, now I'm getting really horny.

Monday, December 17, 2007

Cajun Sam

I have to introduce someone new in my life, Sam. I've only known Sam for about 2 months (or so), but I can already tell that she's fallen for me. Funny enough, I actually met her through Dawn, and we hit it off immediately. We had an immediate sexual attraction to each other. Sam looks as if she were Dawn's older sister, and when they are together they act like they are sisters. Sam is a slightly older and bustier version of Dawn. Both are very tall (I'm very attracted to tall women), and both have dark raven-black hair. Hey, what can I say? I'm into dark haired women. And yes, that little teeny tiny clip to the left is a pict of her. I just won't reveal more of her for her own privacy.

Besides the whole "sexual attraction" thing, we had an instant connection due to our love of food. I love to cook, and I love to eat well. I'm part of the philosophy that believes that they're is no such thing as "bad food" as long as it is well prepared. Sam is definitely on the same page with me on this. She went on and on about her love for gumbo and low-country cuisine. Apparently, Sam can make a killer gumbo. I'll have to take her up on this offer.

Sexually speaking, Sam is very different from Dawn. Sam clearly is proud of her breasts. She does have perfect all-natural breasts. Where Dawn is around 34B, Sam is at around 36D. In private, Dawn has told me many times how jealous she is over Sam's breasts. I always say in response that I'm not a breasts guy (I'm really not), I'm an "ass and legs" man. However, I can't but help always notice Sam's virtually perfect breasts. They are a sight to behold.

Anyway, sex with Sam is a wonderful experience, but (much like Belle) not "life-altering" like it is with Dawn. With Sam, I would say we relate more outside of the bedroom than we do during sex. It's amazing, don't get me wrong just not the "end all/be all."

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Cascading Roses

(Note: here's the actual story behind the last post.)

"Lie back and close your eyes." I whispered.

Dawn chuckles softly and closes her eyes. I look over the side of my bed for the small plastic bag containing rose petals. I reach for it, but catch Dawn peeking.

"No peeking!" I growled. She immediately shut her eyes. My hand still held onto the bag which I quietly opened. The rose petals' smell caught my nose: fresh and perfumey, despite being just petals. My hand reached in and I pulled out a small handfull of petals.

"Keep your eyes closed." I ordered.

"Ok," she chuckled. "What are you doing?"

Right at that moment, I held my hand high above her naked body and released the rose petals. They cascaded like snowflakes out of my hand and floated onto her bare naked skin. She shivered in delight. Dawn knew exactly what they were but was estatic when she opened her eyes.

"They're so gorgeous!" She exclaimed. "No one's ever done that to me before."

I grinned, but didn't say a word. I cascaded more roses all over her as she writhed in pleasure letting out a soft moan. She leaned up to me and kissed me deeply. Her soft wet lips against mine, our tongues lightly brushing against each other. She closed her eyes once more, and I took one of the petals in my hand. I slowly ran the petal along her body, purposely avoiding her nipples and clitoris. She writhed and moaned. Her body softly shook as i glided the petal along her soft skin.

Dawn bit her bottom lip the closer I reached her cunt, and in pleasured frustration moaned as I avoided her clit. I moved the petal up along her body and encircled her breasts. Unconsciously, she moved her body towards the petal, begging me to rub the petal against her erect nipples. I teased her more, and moved the petal away from her breasts. Her body shifted as she became more anxious. Her breaths became deeper. She leaned up to kiss me and my lips barely ran across hers as I continued to move the petal down to her wetness - avoiding her clitoris once more. The closer I moved towards her cunt, the wider she spread herself. I continued to tease, moving the petal along her cuntlips as her body shook. Still, I avoided her clitoris.

Her body now compressed and depressed as she breathed heavier and heavier. The rose petal that I clung to continue to tease her body. Her skin stood up almost begging me to acquiesce. The rose petal glided slowly around her breast. I moved closer and closer to her nipple, and it almost seemed as if her nipple pulsated. I slowly moved the petal over her nipple, and she arched her back immediately. The petal circled her erect nipple in soft circles round and round. She writhed desperately beneath me.

Dawn's breaths became deeper as her chest rose and fell. The rose petal teasingly circling her erect nipples. Her eyes were shut tight and her teeth bit the bottom of her lip. I then took the rose petal and slowly ran it down her supple body. Dawn unconciously spread her legs as I ran the petal in the space between her cunt and her inner thigh.

She gasped and shook slightly. She smiled knowing that I was about to give up on teasing yet. The petal circled along her inner thighs and up her long legs. Goose bumps flooded her soft skin and she continued to hold her legs apart. Waiting patiently.

I moved the petal back towards her pussy and she began to breath faster and heavier. The petal so close to her cuntlips, yet so far she writhed against me. She was desperate.

"Please. Please touch me baby." She begged.

"Not yet." I said softly. I carressed her hair. My fingers running through her raven-like soft hair. I continued to explore with the rose petal so close to her cunt, yet so far away. The petal moving along the fold between her leg and her hip. She groaned and writhed. It's one of her "spots." She's so deliciously ticklish and sexually sensistive there. I moved the petal along her mons, then to the other side.

By this time, she held her legs wide apart. And, by this time, even I wanted to move down and fulfill her. I casually set aside the petal, and moved between her legs. I began licking where the rose petal was before. Licking along the fold between her leg and her hip. My hand grasped one of her legs spreading her wider apart.

She could feel my hot breath against her skin and began breathing more rapidly. My breaths became heavier and deeper, and my cock was pulsating against the bed. My hands spread her legs wider apart, and I knew she wanted me. I knew she wanted me to dive between her legs and make her cum.

My tongue ran along her outer lips. I looked up at her and saw her head was arched back. Her mouth agape and breathing heavily. My hands spread her cunt apart and I could see her inside pulsating. Fully in need. My tongue continued to lick around her, and purposely avoiding her clitoris. Teasingly, my entire mouth went over her clit but kept from touching her pulsating clit. I merely breathed my hot air against her clit. She arched her back even further. I spread her cunt apart even more as my tongue traveled between her lips. I slowly encircled her pulsating opening with my wet tongue. I felt her slightly squeezing around my tongue as I penetrated her.

I couldn't hold out any more. My wide tongue slid from her opening all the way up to her clit and she gasped aloud. My tongue slowly encircled her entire clit, rotating round and round on her sensitive erect clit. I continued to hold her legs wide part and she ran her fingers through my hair. I took the widest part of my tongue and began licking in an up and down fashion along her entire clit. My head bobbing up and down along her clit. Her gasps became louder and her body shaking and quivering. I knew she was about to cum.

I held off. I didn't want her to cum so soon. However to satiate her, I sucked on my fingers and slowly slipped in 2 of my fingers deep inside of her. I could feel her almost hot wetness pulsating in desperation around my fingers. I began pulsating my fingers back against her gspot. Once again, I began licking up and down along her entire clit. Her cunt squeezing and releasing around my fingers. My fingers continued to pulse against her gspot as I felt it's swollen ridges against my fingertips. Her body quivers and I take her entire clit into my mouth. I begin to suck on her clit while the tip my tongue flutters around her fully erect clitoris. This completely takes Dawn over the edge as she writhes and pulsates madly around my finger and mouth.

Dawn's legs squeeze tightly around my head as my tongue continues to flutter over her erect clitoris. Her cunt muscles tighten and release, tighten and release, again and again around my two fingers. Dawn unconciously reaches up and grasps the bed railing as her body trembles around me.

The continual stimulation around her throbbing clitoris is too much for her. I slowly withdraw my fingers and tongue. Her body shaking slightly, eyes closed, breathing heavily, she mutters: "You know how to make me cum. Sometimes too fast."

I don't give her anytime to recover or say anything further. My cock begins to run between her swollen cuntlips and overly sensitive clitoris. She gasps as I run my cock against her clit and lenas up to me kissing me deeply. She looks directly into my eyes as my cock continues to ride along her wetness and clit.

"Please, fuck me." She begs. "I need your dick."

I slowly push my cock inside of her. Her wetness lick liquid velvet wrapped around my throbbing member. She gasps as each inch of my cock penetrates her and her legs spread wider the deeper I push into her. Her eyes staring into mine as my cock is completely engulfed by her cunt. Dawn holds her legs wide open for me and feels my cock pulsating inside of her. She breathes deeply and closes her eyes as she feels me alive inside and grinds against me. Our lips meet again and our tongues lightly dance against and around each other. I slowly begin to withdraw, but the moment my cock is almost out of her, I thrust hard and completely into her.

"I love it when you do that." She gasps. My cock slowly withdraws again, but this time thrusting short quick strokes in and out of her. I then completely penetrate her again. Dawn's neck arches back, and I look straight at her closed eyes. My hands wrap around her head and my fingers run through her raven-like hair. My head then rests against her shoulder and neck.

My cock slowly penetrates in and out of her. I feel her cunt tighten around me and her wetness warm and silk-like. I again completely penetrate her and slowly withdraw. Again, my cock thrusts in short quick strokes, and deeply penetrates her at the last possible moment. She lets out a deep grunt. Her cunt literally massages and strokes around my throbbing cock. Her wetness is almost too wet as my cock dives in and out of her wetness. The slick and squishy sounds fill the room.

"I love hearing your cock move in and out of me" she whispers. My hands continue to move through her soft hair and around her face and neck. My thrusts are slow as I continue to rotate my hips against hers. Occasionally, (like before), I'll surprise her by thrusting hard and deep into her.

"My cock never wants to leave your cunt baby." I whispered in her ear.

She smiles, breathing heavily: "I love the way you make me cum."

My hands grasp each of her legs holding her spread wide open and I begin penetrating deeply and hard into her.

Dawn's eyes stare directly into mine as my cock penetrates hard and deep inside of her. I feel her cunt pulsate around my member, and I lean forward kissing her deeply. Our tongues deeply entwined in our mouths. My arms strain as they continue to hold her wide open. I look into her eyes, and she looks back at me with urgency and desire. Her chest is lightly coated with her perspiration, and her fingers run through my hair.

"You're so hard and deep inside of me baby." She whispers. The sound of my cock thrusting hard and deep inside of her fills the room. Her wetness is almost overwhelming. We smile at the sound of her wetness and our fucking.

I lean back and close her legs tightly together. Both of my arms wrap around her legs as I hold them together and rest them on my left shoulder. Dawn arches her back slightly and gasp as the closing of her legs tightens her cunt muscles around my cock even more. I begin fucking harder and faster. My free hand begins massaging her fully erect clitoris. Dawn arches her back even more as my cock pounds into her in an upward fashion - directly onto her gspot. My thumb encircles her large clitoris, and I begin feeling her entire body trembling and shaking. Suddenly, her cunt begins to spasm around my cock and her cunt juice spills out of her and onto the bed. The room sounds like a hand slapping against a wet towel.

Dawn's fingers tangles her hair as her eyes roll to the back of her head. She begins to scream and shake madly. I can't hold back anymore and thrust deeply inside of her spilling my cum deep insider of her. I grunt loudly as I orgasm and collapse onto her still inside of her, pulsating.

We kiss deeply and hold each other. The scent of roses mixed with sex fill the room. She smiles at me and kisses me again.

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

A Scattering of Roses

Belle and I have great sex, but my sexual "soulmate" has got to be Dawn. I've known Dawn for a little over a year now, and there's not a moment when I don't crave for her. I am not sure what it is, but everything she does brings me to complete ecstasy. The way we kiss each other. Her soft, wet lips teasing mine. Her touch electrifies. Her pussy owns my cock. Yes, I'm enamored by her, but I remind myself that our friendship is primarily a sexual one.

Dawn knows about my feelings towards her and deep inside I know that we'll never be a "couple." I've resigned myself to this fact and moved on. My experience has taught me that you can't force this issue - no matter how hard you try. In any case, the sex always makes me forget and live "in the moment" with Dawn.

Occasionally, I notice glimmers from Dawn that she does want more between us, but I always feel that something is holding her back. Is it her past history (she used to be an escort)? Is it the continual pull of her unattentive boyfriend? I have no idea and wish I did.

The other day, I came to the realization that besides sex I really know very little about Dawn. I know that she has one sister and one brother. I know she loves sushi, but never orders for herself. Dawn loves earrings, "boy-short" style panties, chocolate, smoking good pot, and fishing. We know each other's bodies so well. Both of us can set each other off with a mere touch. I know when she's going to cum, and she knows just the right way to squeeze around me.

I am crazy about her, but I try to remain restrained. However, the other day I decided to give her a shower of rose petals. I told her to lie back and close her eyes tightly. I then cascaded rose petals all over her beautiful naked body. She gasped when she felt the cool petals flutter onto her soft smooth skin. The way she shivered and moaned when I ran a single rose petal all over her. Simply exquisite. Trust me when I say this, but we had the best lovemaking time ever. The way we made each other cum - we both nearly passed out.

(Sighs) I need her now.

Friday, July 27, 2007

Unplanned Rendezvous are the Best (Sometimes)

Typically, I'm the type of guy who likes to plan things out. Especially when it comes to dealing with friends, booty friends, family, etc. It's just the way I am. I like things planned out in my head and have it "go as planned." It's funny because if you ever met me you would NEVER think that at all. I come across as unplanned, spontaneous, etc. It's all just an ILLUSION.

However, a few weeks back I did have an "unplanned moment," and it turned out to be quite mind blowing. A friend of mine, we'll call her Belle, called me up at around 2 AM. Belle is one of my "on again, off again" friend "with privileges." Sometimes, I'll go through weeks not even hearing a peep from her. Other times, she'll be over at my place having a dandy good time. Well, I hadn't heard from Belle in over 3 months, so it was a bit of a surprise when I heard from her. Sometimes when she calls, she's drunk, other times she's "straight as an arrow." That night was one of those "straight as an arrow" nights. I will say that I'm not a fan of being with anyone that's drunk. Partially because, I'm not much of a drinker and drunks just plain bother me. Besides, women/men/dogs/cats just don't smell nice when their on the "evil juice." So, I was gratified that she was sober, but a bit miffed that it was 2 AM.

"Can I come over?" she supplicated.

"Belle, it's 2 in the morning." I said with irritation.

"Well, I haven't seen you in a while." She pleaded.

"Yes, I know. It's good to hear from you, but it's 2 in the morning." I fumed.

"I'm leaving tomorrow for a month trip to France."

"Isn't that today?" I jested.

"Shut up. I'm coming over." She hung up the phone before I could even say anything. I was a bit peeved, but what could I do? Literally after about 15 minutes, I heard a knock at my door. I was still in my boxers and t-shirt, hair disheveled, cigarette in hand, and tired. I opened the door, and she literally walked straight in before I could even get a word in.

"I'm leaving tomorrow, and I had to see you before I left." She blustered. "Besides, I haven't seen you in a while, and I haven't been laid in a while. WHICH reminds me, why haven't you called?"

"Well, you usually call me. Jealous?" I jested.

"Fuck you." She hit me on the arm. She then grabbed my arm and led me to my room. As we walked upstairs, I couldn't help but watch as her hips swayed from side to side. Belle has always had a great backside. I could also tell that she dressed specifically for me: tight baby t-shirt, low cut jeans, no bra. When we finally got to my room, she immediately stripped to nothing. Nothing fancy. No strip tease. No tease. Nothing. Just free as bird naked.

Well, I am a man. I decided to "go with the flow." I stripped as well. Not that it didn't take much, all I was wearing was boxers and a t-shirt! She immediately pushed me on to the bed and took my cock into her mouth. Let's just say I didn't care anymore that it was 2 in the morning.

Belle has always been good in oral. I don't know where she learned or who taught her. Maybe, it's just a talent? Who knows, but she's one of the very few women in the world that has ever had me cum in her mouth during a blowjob. Granted, it took her about 25 minutes of constant head bobbing, but she was determined to get me to cum via blowjob. When I finally DID cum, she swore she'd never try that again. I've told her many times that it's very difficult for me to even come close to cumming during a blowjob.

She attacked my cock. She held nothing back using her mouth as if it were her pussy. Up and down, swirling her tongue round and round as I writhed beneath her. She then placed her hands on each of my thighs and looked up at me, my cock pulsating against her cheek.

"Fuck my mouth." She ordered.

I didn't hold back. At this point, I was completely taken in and horny. My cock penetrated her mouth as she gagged slightly with each stroke. Each time I pushed into her, she pushed her head harder against me almost as if she were trying to take my entire body into her mouth. She released my cock, and I looked down. My cock was glistening and covered with her spit. Bubbles of her saliva dribbled down my shaft. She took me in completely again and I literally gasped out loud. I could feel her tongue rapidly flickering beneath the base of my cock as she completely deep throated me. Her tongue extended further *with* my cock deep in her mouth as she licked part of my scrotum. My friends, if you're ever blessed a lucky to have a woman do this to you, you know how amazing that is. I guess that's one advantage of being not to big. Maybe.

Each of her hands gripped my thighs as she devoured my cock. My eyes rolled to the back of head. It's been a while since I've received fellatio like that. Even from her. I looked down at her as she looked up. Her eyes displayed a hunger, and I felt her tongue trailing and lapping beneath my cock. She slowly withdrew my cock from her mouth. She stared at me as she wiped the saliva from her mouth.

I didn't wait for anything. I literally picked her up and had her sit on my face. Normally, I love to tease. Normally, I would explore her entire body with my lips, tongue, and hands. Fuck normally! My fingers spread her lips apart exposing her inner pinkness, and my tongue fluttered between her clitoris and her opening. She breathed heavily. I could feel her body rising and falling because she was breathing so heavily. My hands gripped her ass tightly as I partially held her up. I couldn't wait anymore. I don't think she could either. My wet tongue slid all the way up to clitoris. My wide tongue overtook her clitoris like a tidal wave and her entire body shook. My hands continue to hold her up as my tongue circled round and round over her slippery clit. Belle was practically hyper-ventilating. My entire tongue lapped up and down along her whole clit. Faster and faster my tongue lapped as she trembled against me. I continued to hold her up with my left hand as she straddled my face. My left hand went beneath her, and I slowly pushed my fingers deep into her wetness. I could feel her cunt clenching and releasing against my fingers as I pushed them deeper inside of her.

"Fuck!" She gasped.

I withdrew my fingers slowly, then slowly pushed them in but began curling my fingers in to rub her g-spot. I took her clit into my mouth and began sucking on it, all this time my tongue circling her clitoris. Her pussy muscles clenched around my fingers tightly as I continue rubbing her g-spot. I began lapping against the length of her clit and felt her getting close. Her cunt began twitching and pulsating. Her back arched almost falling back, but I held her tightly with my right arm. My tongue continued in a persistent pace as my fingers constantly pulsated against her g-spot. She completely let loose. Her cunt pulsating wildly against my fingers as she screamed aloud. I held onto her tightly as her pussy continue to twitch against my fingers.

My fingers slowly withdrew from her pussy, and she didn't wait to pause. She moved towards my cock and sat on it. I felt my cock being completely devoured by her wetness. Our eyes looked directly into each other as she rode me. Her body rose and fell, and her cunt felt like liquid satin around my throbbing member. My hands grasped her ass tightly with my fingers almost poking into her. Faster and faster she rode me, and I began to yell out:

"Fuck me harder, don't hold back."

Boy, did she fuck harder and faster. When she needed a "break" she would completely devour my cock with her cunt and grind against it. Her hips rotated and swayed side to side. I could feel every part of her hot wetness. Soon, we would resume the pounding. She literally fucked the shit out of me. I didn't fuck her at all. She fucked me. Pounding, again and again and again. My hands began slapping her ass cheeks. I was not in control anymore.

"Don't hold back, fuck me. Fuck me. Let it go. Let it all out" I yelled. My hands continue to spank her ass cheeks. She grabbed a hold of the backboard of my bed as she continued to drive herself onto my cock. It wouldn't be long before I would explode.

Her body began to shake, and at that point I had lost any sense of control. My cock literally exploded inside of her and she screamed again. Her cunt literally sucking the cum out of my cock. My body writhed and my cock pulsated deep insider of her as I expelled my cum into her. My body was still trembling, but for some reason I wasn't done with her. I pushed her to the bed and slid beneath her. Her legs spread wide apart, I began licking my cum out of her wet pulsating pussy. My cock juice tasted salty and slimey. It's not something I do often, but I find myself doing that whenever I am "over the top" horny and been fucked hardcore.

I moved up to her, my cum glistening over my lips. We kissed and her tongue flickered over my cum laced lips. She smiled at me and said:

"I told you I could come over."

Monday, July 16, 2007

Female Orgasm Tips

I don't claim to be the end-all be all "god in bed," so take each "tip" with some grain of salt. Also, no two women are alike. What will work with some won't work on others. However, much of this comes from feedback that I've received as well as my own personal experience.

1. Take it slow. Don't try to rush things, even if it seems like she wants to "speed things up." The longer you delay (within reason), the more likely the outcome.

2. Tease. Tease. Tease. When you're in bed with your "lover," remember that one of the very few moments when you have "power sexually" over another woman is while you tease. Take advantage of this. Don't go straight for the clit, avoid it. Explore her body. Touch her. Run your hands slowly and lightly over her entire body.

3. Be aware. Pay attention to what you are doing and how she is reacting. Most women do not scream out and moan and groan like a pornstar. Most are far more subtle than that. Hear how she is breathing. Feel when she tightens up (not necessarily her pussy). Often times when a woman suddenly tightens up, it's usually because you are being too rough.

4. Don't think Porn, think of her. This is so important. Often, what is portrayed in Porn is simply acting. Simple in and out often can be numbing and (unfortunately) boring to many women. Learn to move your body, learn to change pace from fast to slow to fast then back to slow again. Additionally, the simple "in/out" often neglects most women's primary "orgasm" organ, the clit. Use your body to thrust and rub against her clitoris. Or, have yourself or the woman touch it themselves.

5. Enjoy yourself and each other. This is the most important. Society has ingrained in our heads that the "female orgasm" is everything. This is simply not true at all. Women can have orgasms and completely feel unfullfilled (and vice-versa). Sex is about enjoying each other, not about reaching orgasm. If your not enjoying each other, no matter what you do or how "hard" you try, nothing is going to come out of it. (No pun intended).


So many women have told me the same thing: "Every guy fucks the same." Or, "most men have no clue on what to do in bed." Maybe we all need to take some time out and enjoy each other.

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Monday, July 9, 2007

Can Men Fake?

We all know that women from time to time (or sometimes ALL the time) fake orgasms. Most of the time, I'd attribute this to men because a lot of guys just don't know what the hell they're doing. They're just happy to be there! One statistic that I've seen states that around 75% of all women have faked with their current partner at one time or another. That being said, the same "study" states that around 25% of men have faked orgasm. I find that interesting, and I'm sure women might as well, but I'm here to state that I completely believe this. In fact, I've faked an orgasm before as well.

How is this possible? Well first of all, I know of women who have told me that their partners barely give any indication of cumming at all. A lot of them, in fact, just get up or roll-over, and their female partner just assumes that it's happened. Others may be because both parties (or the female) were a bit more intoxicated, so when it was "over" they just assumed that it happened. For me, it was because I was wearing a condom and because I was just damned tired. Since, I didn't want her to think she "wasn't good enough," I literally began (using my PC muscle) began flexing my penis as if I was having an orgasm, made a bunch of noise and collapased. Considering so many women just don't think that men fake, I'm positive that my partner at the time, didn't think twice about it.

Yes, men faking orgasms isn't "typical," but it does happen. It's only happened to me twice in my life, so I'm sure no egos were too damaged by my "acting."

Intro to Me

Before I begin on my babble, I'd like to tell you a little about myself (as much as I can): I'm an American (specifics on my race will remain a mystery) born in the 1970s in Baltimore. I grew up in the midwest and had a conservative upbringing. However, much to my parents chagrin, I was quite liberal in my life both philosophically and socially. I'm 6 foot tall, quite sociable, and addicted to the web. I have a positive outlook on life. Personally, I feel that if you're thinking negative all the time (especially the world around you), negative things will happen to you. It's not to say I'm just a "happy go-lucky" kinda guy, but I generally try to look at everything with a smile and treat everyone in an equal manner. I do, however, try to look at things realistically. I wanna stress the word *try*, because everyone knows this just doesn't happen all the time. When I was younger, I'd have to say that I looked at every romantic encounter/potential/etc. with a "Hollywood movie" frame of mind. I'd have to say that through the years that I have definitely grown out of that mentality. I am still a bit of a romantic, but I'd have to say that I've grown to be much more of a skeptic than anything.

I've had a total of three (3) long term relationships in my life. The first one, in a different time and world, we'd probably be married today. The second one was, unfortunately for her, a rebound long term relationship. We were an off and on again couple for at least 2 1/2 years! The third one was someone I thought I loved, but realized that I never did as time past on. She wanted to marry me, but I never wanted to marry her. I know that all of this sounds all sad, and many of you probably feel sorry for these three, but truly they are in a happier place now. All three are married, and all three I'm still close friends with. I've come to realize that "timing" factors into *so many* of our relationships, and if the timing were different on *any* of these three (well maybe not the third), I'd probably be married right now.

After my third long-term relationship, I came to realize that "marriage" was just not for me. At least not right now. I have nothing against marriage. I believe if you find the right person and the timing is right, you should not hold yourself back on this. For me, it's just something that I don't want. I'd rather have a good friend than a wife.

I'm definitely not the most attractive person in the world. However, I'm not ugly either. I guess I'm just an average-looking guy, slightly overweight (aren't we all), and someone who probably smokes too much. In terms of my sexuality, I'm definitely straight, but I firmly believe that sexuality is often not easily "defined." I think that the world works in shades of gray rather than "black or white." I believe that anyone has the NATURAL right to love whoever they please.

I'm not big, penis size speaking. Like most other guys, I do wish I were bigger, but such is life. You have to do with what you have. Ultimately, as I constantly try to remind myself, it's all about the moment, who you are with, and what you and your companion are feeling at the time. I'm always trying to remind myself of that. Do I have a bit of an inferiority complex? Yes, but then again who doesn't?

I've been with (so far) a total of 38 women in my life. Some were friends, some girlfriends, and others were just moments. Have I satisfied them all? Lol. I wish. Anyone claiming that they've satisfied every person they've been with (women and men) are definitely lying to themselves. Most of the women that I've been with (based on my highly unscientific poll), have said that I'm particularily good in oral (lol, probably because I don't have a big cock). Then again, oral on a woman is probably one of my favorite things in the world. And yes, I am a lesbian trapped in a man's body.

Anyway, thought I'd tell the world a bit about myself. Enjoy!

Hello World

Hello everyone.

I have a number of blogs throughout the Internets, but for this particular blog I am keeping myself anonymous. Primarily to talk about personal details of my life: my desires, thoughts, moments of truth, and of course sex (who doesn't talk about sex?) I hope everyone enjoys!

The Stranger